Pop star Selena Gomez has posted an emotional message in which she said she needs to “rethink some areas of my life creatively and personally”. The 24-year-old singer took to Instagram after her gig in Jakarta, Indonesia on Friday, which was also her birthday, to explain that she is planning some major changes, reported Female First.
She included a screenshot of a message from her iPhone notes app, which read, “Tonight I felt extremely unauthentic, unconnected to both my myself and my music. I’ve never really felt like my materials, wardrobe or a video could define me.“I act on a moment and fear something that hasn’t happened. I’m stagnant, I stay still and don’t just sit with myself first and ask, ‘Is this where I am, whole heartedly?’ I’ve always told the truth. I’m always true to my word, I’ve shown who I am but I need to rethink some areas of my life creatively and personally. Had to get that out.”
Gomez captioned the screenshot, “Not being negative about anything I’ve done. I’m grateful for every single moment I get here - Indonesia you were LOUD and clearly inspiring. Love you so much.” Earlier on stage, Gomez got emotional before performing ‘Kill ‘Em With Kindness’.